Qhuinn and Blay SL - 23 May 2012

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*walks around in the room waiting for Blay to finish up. Looks you up and down smiling* Nallum you ready? *winks*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Walking out of the bathroom, running my hand through my hair as I walk over to you. Looking at you and smiling in response to your look* Yes nallum mine, let’s go. *reaching out to take your hand in mine and pulling you towards the door*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*smirking as you take my hand we walk out the room and down the hall to the movie theatre* Go take your seat nallum, I'll set it up. *goes to the back and sets up the movie before joining you*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Looking over at you as we enter the theatre and you head off to start the movie. Sitting down and letting out a breath as I relax back in the seat, moving in close against you as you sit beside me and the film starts.*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*puts my arms around your shoulder pulling you against me. Avengers starting but my eyes are locked on you* Do you know how much I love you nallum *leans in and kisses you*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Wrapping my arms tight around you as you pull me close and looking deep into your eyes, that blue-green I love so much. Kissing you before pulling back slightly so I can murmur against your lips* I love you too nallum mine.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*grins and settles back against the chair still pulling you into my arms, thankful for the double comfortable chairs*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*smiles and leans in against you, my eyes flicking to the screen before settling back on you. Tightening my arms around you as I think of just how happy you make me*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*unable to keep my eyes off you I catch a glimpse of hulk and turns my attention back to you. Thinking the past few weeks have been strange. The Lucinda and Lash situation has had you in a constant state of weird. The helplessness I felt angered me and didn't help much. The past few days have been easier but I sense you are tense even still* Shall I order popcorn nallum?

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Frowning as a sudden twinge of guilt runs through me, how can I be happy when Lucinda is at Lash’s mercy. Reaching up I drag my hand through my hair, my gaze focusing on nothing as I stare at a spot on the wall. Jumping slightly as you speak and I hear your voice right next to my ear. Clearing my throat as I turn to face you, trying to recall what you just asked, unsure what you said but sure it was something to do with food I reply in a husky voice* sounds good nallum.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*reaches over to the phone and places an order with the doggen for coke and popcorn before hanging up* You okay there nallum?

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Bites my lip as I meet your gaze and nods uncertainly* I’m ok nallum mine. Just... *sighs and reaches a hand up to rub my face* Just couldn’t help thinking of Lucinda, I mean I’m so happy with you and who knows what’s happening where she is.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

Nallum, we've been over this. I told you how different Lash was around Lucinda and if she has written that letter the chances are good that she is happy in her own way *realizing my words are not sounding very convincing*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Looking at you as you talk, noticing how doubtful you sound* I hope she is happy, I just find it very hard to believe it nallum. *Wrapping my arm back around you and realizing that neither of us is paying much attention to the movie. Flicking a quick glance at the screen before turning back to look at you*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*ignoring the movie and focusing on you* Your cousin is very stubborn, we all know that. She would never have written that letter if she didn't mean it. If he forced her to write it he would make sure we know how he tortured her. Don't you think?

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Forcing myself to think logically over the whole situation and realising you are right. The very first letter we received implied that my cousin would be tortured but something must have changed to make Lucinda write the letter she did.* I guess you’re right nallum. *shaking my head as I wonder what could have changed so much*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*nodding and leaning in to kiss you again, my tongue parting your lips and darting inside your mouth tasting you*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Reaching up and tangling my hand in your black hair as I hold you tightly and kiss you with a low moan. Feeling my thoughts scatter and I become focused solely on you*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*growling and gripping your ass to pull you under me, my hands making quick work of ripping your leathers off before I take us into dm's to claim you* MINE

Qhuinn and Blay SL - 6 May 2012

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Looking down at the letter in my hand, my thoughts running wild as I wonder why, why would Lucinda write this letter? Tightening my hand on the letter as I move towards the bedroom door and head out into the corridor, going to find Qhuinn as he is training in the gym. Heading down the grand staircase and finding myself outside the gym in no time at all. My gaze having never left the letter in my hand once as I walked. Opening the gym door and stepping inside, my gaze instantly drawn to Qhuinn over by the weights doing bicep curls. Stepping over to Qhuinn with the letter held tightly in my hand*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn ‏

*seeing you walk in I put the dumbbell down and grab my towel to wipe my face. The look on your face and the general atmosphere around you tells me something is wrong* What's doing nallum? You look stressed *looking down at the letter in your hand*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Blowing out a breath that I didn’t even realise I was holding as I look up at you and seeing you peering down at the letter I hold.* Fuck nallum. I just received this letter from Lucinda. I just. *shakes my head* I don’t know what she’s thinking nallum. *Holds the letter out to you with a shaky hand*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn ‏

*frowns and takes the letter from you wondering what the fuck this is about. Reading the letter and re-reading it to make sure I read it right. Thoughts swimming around through my mind while I'm re-reading it* Where did you get the letter from nallum? Are you sure this isn't a trick to let us stop looking for her?

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Looking back at the letter in your hand and wrapping my arms tightly around myself. Looking up at you shocked as you suggest it may be a trick* King Wrath brought the letter along to me a few minutes ago. As for it being a trick, Nallum I never even thought of that. *Reaches up and runs a shaky hand through my hair* The handwriting is definitely Lucinda’s and *looking at the letter* it doesn’t show signs that she was forced to write it.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

Let’s go with this not being a trick and that Lucinda did write it herself. *My thoughts flashing back to our pre trans days and how Lash was a bastard to everyone except Lucinda and the way he always looked at her when she wasn't aware he was even paying attention. He would be talking to someone but his eyes followed her everywhere she went and he always spoke to her in a gentle tone. As gentle as is expected from a bastard like him. Looking up at you I express my thoughts and finally add* Lucinda was in love with Lash and we all knew that. He might never have admitted to anyone about having feelings for her but from the way he treated her he felt something for her and it was bordering on love.  He was a selfish bastard and a cruel fucker with anyone and everyone but not with her. Her very presence in the room used to soften his dark mood. Could it be that what they felt for each other not so long ago was rekindled? Now she wishes to stay?

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Looking at you in complete shock as you mention that Lash felt at least something for Lucinda. Blinking at you as I wonder how the hell I missed that. I never saw signs of Lucinda feeling anything for Lash. Staring into space as I think back and try to remember what happened and finding that all my attention was on you. The only thing that maybe hinted at Lash feeling anything for Lucinda was the pet name, he always called her Lucy. Looking back at you as I run my hand through my hair* Nallum. *Sighs deeply and starts again* Nallum, do you really think that could be true? Do you think Lash even knows how to treat Lucinda well? He may have been nicer to her then but Nallum, we know he’s worse now, he’s changed and it’s not in a good way.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*gripping the towel I still hold tight in my fist at the thought of Lash and his evil cruel mind I calm myself before replying to you* Nallum, Lash is a cruel fucker and I wouldn't blink once to kill him again but he was very different where your cousin was concerned. She had a way to calm him even during and after fights. She would keep quiet and only look at him not saying anything and not approaching him. She would just lock her eyes with his and both of them looked calm and relaxed. *running a hand through my hair I step closer to you and pull you into my arms* Nallum, what do you want to do? It's your call. If you say we keep searching then we do. Lash has many fucking tricks up his sleeve but he can't hide forever.

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Listening as you tell me about the interaction you had seen between Lucinda and Lash, even more that I missed. Looking down as I realised that while I was pining for you I had been completely oblivious to everything else going on around me. Looking back up as you pull me into your arms, I wrap my arms around you and hold onto you tightly. A slight blush on my face as I look at you* Nallum. I completely missed the connection between them. *sighing softly as I think back on Lucinda’s request* I guess for the time being we do as she requests but I really hope you are right about this connection between them and that he treats her well nallum.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*tightening my arms around you and letting out a troubled sigh* this is a difficult decision nallum, I don't know if he is capable of treating anyone well but she is tough that cousin of yours. She's always known how to handle him and even now I'm using every ounce of faith to hope he treats her decent *the thought that Lucinda will stay with Lash even if he doesn't treat her well bring a low growl to my throat but the thought goes unspoken*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Nodding as you say that Lucinda is tough and knowing that it’s true. Looking up into your eyes as I frown* But nallum. She may be tough but she was so innocent. I hate that he may have taken that from her forcefully. *Tightening my arms round you as I think of what Lucinda may have been though and is possibly still going through*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*unable to tell you she is or will be fine I simply hold you for a long while knowing the silence speaks for itself as we both know very well he would have taken her innocence already. The how is what leaves the bitter taste in my mouth as I swallow hard and break the silence* You will never know what is truly going on with them nallum, all we can do is trust that if she is choosing to stay with him it's due to him treating her well and her wanting to be with him.

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Looking at you and knowing the doubt is plain on my face, after seeing and hearing of all the cruelties that Lash has inflicted upon others how can I possibly believe he knows how to treat Lucinda well. Replying in a soft voice* I really hope so nallum mine. I hope she can be happy somehow *The words leaving my lips in a doubtful tone of voice*

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*hearing the doubtful tone in your voice I decide I need to change the subject, there isn't much we can do about this anyway and stressing about it isn't going to make it go away. Tilting your head up and crushing my lips to yours, my body pushing yours towards the shower letting you know my intentions*

Blay_BDBFM Blay

*Tightening my arms around you as your lips crush down against mine. Moaning against your lips as we move towards the showers, my hands running over you eagerly. Losing all thoughts of worrying about Lucinda and Lash my only thoughts of you, murmuring against your lips* Nallum. Fuck. I love you so much.

Qhuinn_BDBFM Qhuinn

*growling low and pushing you up against the wall, my hands making quick work of ripping your clothes off* I love you too Blay mine. *grinding my hard cock against yours and heading to dm's to enjoy our shower*